I wish....

....my subconscious would keep it's opinion to itself and stay out of my dreams at night.  It really messes with my tranquil state of blissful ignorance.

Soooo.... that wasn't a cold?

Interesting.  I'm actually on pins and needles (haha) waiting for my appt on Monday to find out what was wrong with my blood work.  I think I know which of the two, and after some research... I will be shocked if what I think it is.. isn't it.  And if it IS.. that would explain the weird 'cold' I had that lasted only 3 days.  Wow.  I mean, I was kind of thinking that NO ONE has a cold for only 3 days.

It will also explain a few other really odd things going on, and could also be the starting point where we find out, after all this time, exactly what's going on.  Won't explain the TIA (I don't think), but I believe a lot could be linked to this.  If 'this' is what it turns out to be, and.. I'll only know for sure on Monday when I find out which of the lab values came back abnormal.

What if it is.. what I think it is?

Could it be, that after all this time, this one little test, this one [possible] confirmation of something amiss could be the ONE thing that tips that first little domino...that makes all the others fall into place?

Only one way to find out.

On Monday.

Dang the waiting.

Phooey.

DD "The Silent Treatment" and Narcissists or Abusers

Lisa E. Scott talks about the 6 Red Flags of a Narcissist on NBC St. Louis

Can't s'eep

No appetite. Can't sleep. Once I fall asleep I sleep for 12 hours or so. Need to deal with the swelling in my armpit and arm. 

Guess I will lay here and listen to the crickets (and my dog snoring) and try to fall asleep. 

Cuz I s'eepy. 

HELLYEAH - Better Man

My sons posted this on my FB today...

The Reason....

Today...