All we've ever wanted was to look good naked. *snort*

The official video is so much better.. but full version in good quality doesn't seem to exist.  yet.  I love this song... funny AND fun.  ;p  Robbie Williams is a trip! lol

Hurts - Sandman - I love this song... you've NO idea

Heard this for the first time on Vampire Diaries and just fell in love with it.  Sexy...

Black Friday is coming

Did you miss me?... maybe a little?

No?

Yes you did!


Admit it!


All right then.  I know how proud you are, so we'll just leave it at that and get down to business....

What business?  well, honestly, I don't really have any.  Well, okay, there are a few things.  I'm trying to keep on level ground with it all.  Yes, "It all."  I'm still not ready to spill everything here just yet.  In time....

Life is still just.. plain.. weird.  And I don't really get out that often.  Okay... pretty much hardly ever.  Heart still acting up on occasion, which tends to take me out at the knees for a bit.  But I'm still hopeful.  I have approximately 2-3 days a month, maybe, where I feel normal.  *sigh*

But I'm ticking off the clock to something SUPER COOL, and... I'm keeping that tidbit to myself for now.  But yes... super excited. (((cheesy grin)))  December 17th is the intended date.  If I squint I can see it just up head in that distant horizon where the sun is perpetually in that gorgeous shade of twilight.

Still feeling tired, and a bit more than just a little out of sorts, so I'm going to sign off for a while.

Laters, taters!

EPIC? Oh yeah. definitely epic. ;p

So much going on.  The good news is that a few days here and there I almost feel normal again.  Trust me when I say that's epic!  It will get better and better.  In the interim... I plug on and dream of better things that are and continue to develop and grow, of things that lay ahead.

Waiting for the moment when I can get that gym membership, when the ligament is healed and I can move normally without risk... that's not easy, but it's do-able.  Again... getting there.  Trusting in the balancing act of keeping appointments and one's sanity all at the same time is proving to be a bit daunting, to say the least, but... that too is do-able.

December 17th will be a day.  An epic day.  An exciting day.  A baby blue day of which an explanation will come later.  I will be counting off the days until then.  Well, that will the first of two countdowns, really.  The first is step one.  The second is step two.. and the biggest, really.  Oh.. but I'm not giving anything away just yet.  ;p

Thanksgiving.  December 17th.  Christmas.  February ??  Valentine's Day.  February ??

They're not just holidays.  They're not just dates on a calendar.  And some.. some have meaning only to me.  But those private dates (for now) are EPIC! ;p  Oh yeah... definitely epic.

Such a nice word.  Epic.

Dying to tell all...

I suppose I could.  But do I dare?  I don't know. I guess I still don't trust things completely.  On one hand.. what difference is it going to make if I pour every little detail out here for the whole world to see?

That's something that will take a bit of.... contemplation.

Is anyone ever really listening anyway?