It's been a long time since I've tried posting with an app, so if this sucks..then let's just chock it up to melancholy and the fact that I'm restless and laying in bed and doing this in the dark with music in my ears and my thoughts not quite organized.
I'm feeling a little bolder than usual these days, including right now. Is that okay? Not that I'm all that entirely bothered with whether or not I actually care or not. It's more of a matter of curiosity and a spark of rebellion kicking in at the moment. I'll-timed though it may be. It's very much needed. (Pardon my allowing typos having their way with me. I'm restless and tired..not having any control over the latter as it were).
I'm feeling crowded, suffocating, and in desperate need of spreading my wings. I'm too far away from friends to cut loose and find my way back to myself for a little while. This translates into what we have here---me laying awake, phone in-hand and babbling away like this in an attempt to make sense out of the .... well, confusion.
But the music is good. Even if I'm finding I need new headphones.
I need a lot more than headphones.
I told you shit was going to get real.
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