Is anybody out there?

Weird holiday weekend.  Weird life.  Weird health.  Weird depression.  So much to say but can't seem to find my voice these days.

Awkward.

Yet I'm here, trying again, yet looking forward brings me no insight whatsoever as to how one day or the next, one week or the next, or one month or the next.. will play out.  The more I peer into the future, the more blind I become.  WTH?

Even so, I'm breathing, right?

Crap.

Whatevs.