I want to be awed by life.

Maybe for just a moment I can step away from my life how it is and explore what it is that I want.  I don't dwell in unicorn land, but I do entertain on occasion of what I'd like to do, what I want to experience.  I honestly need to be awed by life, by living, and I want to have something to look forward to on a regular basis.  Somehow, someway, I have to make this happen.

My plans include the possibility of a short vacation (I've never been on vacation), a weekend somewhere, anywhere, to see, feel, smell, hear, experience something different.  Where?  Hell if I know, and it's not all that important right at this moment, to tell you the truth.  The idea is to EXPERIENCE LIFE.  Not much to ask, I don't think.

So..... how do I make this happen?

I just do.

That's it.

It's a moral imperative.