Music: Sounds so much better with external speakers or head phones. However, this is one of their best I think. "Everytime" by Broods.
This morning I woke and resolved myself to going into each of my blogs (links in the side menu bar) and posting. It's the one way I have to work through whatever's happening in my life. My one outlet, my only hope of unloading the bad, or tossing the good into the breeze like digital confetti. The latter is rarely ever the case anymore, but... if I'm honest with myself each and every day then I'm doing something good for myself right there. Still, the path through my days has so many twists and turns that it's incredibly easy for me to get completely lost inside the confines of my own life and environment.
Whether it's navigating around pain, fatigue, weakness, or whatever.. it's a maze I can get lost in if I'm not very careful. So, I'm actually out of bed. And oh yeah, this is something worth celebrating. If you only knew. But I've managed to force myself to get out of bed and at least go into the dining room for as long as I possibly can. After having that hour long MRI the other day, I have to admit, accomplishing that one task is difficult. Yet, here I am, somewhat among the living.
It's just me, Pandora radio (Broods at the current moment), a last cup of coffee, my blog, my dog, and my pain.
While T is outside trying to wreck the lawn mower by running over tree limbs... I'm trying to not feel stressed or anxious about that. *sigh*
God help me through yet another day....
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