I've no idea. And how far does one dig into their own personal thoughts and share openly here before the powers that be decide it's 'adult content'? At first I thought it could be almost anything that you could say or allude to that even remotely hints at anything sexual. But, that's a pretty big umbrella if you ask me. And if I were to share ANY of my thoughts, fantasies (within somewhat restricted moral boundaries), or even dreams I may have had the night before, am I then breaking some online moral blogger law?
Settings to 'yes' or settings to 'no'... and who gives a fluck anyway? I'm not running a peep show here, so no breaking any weird rules there. So what then... do I have to speak in code? No change there since I tend to do that anyway.
All I know is that I'm having a weird day, and I guess this whole 'adult content' issue here is just something my mind decided to grab onto in order to avoid the 'I'm feeling weird today' issue altogether. Now that I've gotten that out of the way....
There IS something bothering me today, something sitting right there at the forefront where it's bugging the crap out of me. I mean.. really? But, it is. And.. it's been an annoyance for a while now. Not every day, mind you, but there just the same. While I'm not ready to just blurt it all out, let it just suffice it to say that it is deeply imbedded in one of my biggest pet peeves. Let's just say that I DO NOT like groups of people who form a click and keep opportunity out of reach of others. I hate that. And no, this isn't about political events or political leaders or anything to do with the USA or anything of the sort. This is on a much smaller scale. And while it deals with adults, it's more along the lines of adults behaving as children, much like I recall in Jr. High school or even high school.
I just don't understand the mentality of the workings for adults who do things such as this, except for the obvious fact that this behavior makes them feel special, different, because they are on the 'in' and others aren't allowed 'in' unless they're already... 'in.' It's a power thing, and it's just wrong on so many levels. It would be nice to just look away and pretend I don't SEE it happening. But I DO see it happening, and.. I'm disgusted by it. Kind of hard not to be.
So then what do I do with this? It's really irritating me to no end. It's both none of my business AND also my business because I could very well be a part of this thing and yet... I am SO disgusted by how it's done and run that I am loathe to be. I mean, do I want to be a part of something that is run this way and handled in such a way that its very foundation is based on exclusion? No.
So yes. This is a weird day indeed.
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Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Monday, February 9, 2015
Because it's fun, that's why
Every now and then I love to share the music that stirs my spirit... often times this means what I play when I'm at home, what I hear when I plug in the headphones when I can't sleep at night, and in this case... what is a must when I'm driving! ;p
Friday, February 6, 2015
Weird, Random, Post out of nowhere... and Midnight Menu?
Odd, but this post originally was started about a week ago and ended up somehow in draft. Oh well, no biggie. I don't have but a moment, so I'm just jotting a quick entry about a few life tidbits since I really wanted to get this photo up of my happy little Marley.
So far so good on the new house. There will be a few things done before we move in, and the seller has to fix a couple of things before the final contract is done. House is still under contract, but there was a contingency in place for any findings during the inspection. Just 'stuff' we have to deal with, and should be well finished before closing date.
We're having some indoor painting done (I reeeeeaally don't like bright yellow on the inside walls! lol), and the deck out back we've decided to get refinished. Just a few things done here and there. In time we will remodel the bathrooms because, well, they REALLY need it. lol but they're livable and doable in the meantime, so no giant rush at all. Part of the house is wood flooring, part is semi-white carpeting (which we don't really care for that much), so in time we will put wood flooring in eventually. And the screened sunroom that divides two portions of the deck (hard to explain, but very cool) we haven't decided what we want done in that room yet. All pretty much fun stuff. :)

I'm pretty cold today... and.. the last two nights I've dreamed about eating! haha Guess I should've expected that, but it's still a little funny and surprising. Let's see, last night I had a large, fried chicken patty, and the night before I had deep fried broccoli. I know! Seriously, what's THAT all about!?! I've never eaten deep friend broccoli before. lol
I'm beginning to wonder if this is going to be an every night occurrence. ;p And still so incredibly strange when you think about it, especially when I wasn't in the habit of frying food, and then in my dreams everything is fried. Go figure.
Oh well. Maybe my body is trying to talk me into eating, not sure. But I'm not ready to call it quits, and I'm going to stick with this as long as I possibly can! My minimum is 30 days, and if I can go longer, then I will. If I go the 30 days, then I'm going back to the vegan & gluten-free Transition eating I was doing before I began the Reboot, because I was losing some 3 lbs per week. Then after about a month, I will start another Reboot. I will play it by ear.
Maybe I'll start a daily post and call it.. "Midnight Menu." lol
So far so good on the new house. There will be a few things done before we move in, and the seller has to fix a couple of things before the final contract is done. House is still under contract, but there was a contingency in place for any findings during the inspection. Just 'stuff' we have to deal with, and should be well finished before closing date.
We're having some indoor painting done (I reeeeeaally don't like bright yellow on the inside walls! lol), and the deck out back we've decided to get refinished. Just a few things done here and there. In time we will remodel the bathrooms because, well, they REALLY need it. lol but they're livable and doable in the meantime, so no giant rush at all. Part of the house is wood flooring, part is semi-white carpeting (which we don't really care for that much), so in time we will put wood flooring in eventually. And the screened sunroom that divides two portions of the deck (hard to explain, but very cool) we haven't decided what we want done in that room yet. All pretty much fun stuff. :)

I'm pretty cold today... and.. the last two nights I've dreamed about eating! haha Guess I should've expected that, but it's still a little funny and surprising. Let's see, last night I had a large, fried chicken patty, and the night before I had deep fried broccoli. I know! Seriously, what's THAT all about!?! I've never eaten deep friend broccoli before. lol
I'm beginning to wonder if this is going to be an every night occurrence. ;p And still so incredibly strange when you think about it, especially when I wasn't in the habit of frying food, and then in my dreams everything is fried. Go figure.
Oh well. Maybe my body is trying to talk me into eating, not sure. But I'm not ready to call it quits, and I'm going to stick with this as long as I possibly can! My minimum is 30 days, and if I can go longer, then I will. If I go the 30 days, then I'm going back to the vegan & gluten-free Transition eating I was doing before I began the Reboot, because I was losing some 3 lbs per week. Then after about a month, I will start another Reboot. I will play it by ear.
Maybe I'll start a daily post and call it.. "Midnight Menu." lol
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