I don't understand the craziness. I don't understand where I am. I don't understand where I'm going. But I do know
who I am. At least there's that. Overall, life is weird and unfamiliar, and each day I make yet another attempt to feel like myself again. This has been an ongoing struggle. What is this new place I find myself in, and how in the hell do I get back any semblance of order? Can I just catch a f'ing break already?
I don't EVEN have the slightest idea where to begin. Well, that's not entirely true. I do. But it's only a part of jump-starting my life. My health--it really has always come back to that. The things I can do myself are like swimming upstream right now until a couple of things are addressed. The answers I seek... could change everything. So guess who feels stuck? Yep. Just stuck.
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